Essie Retro Revival

posted in: NAILS | 3

Essie Retro RevivalIt’s no secret that I’m a huge fan of Essie, the huge selection of colours and my absolute favourite brush and formula so I was excited to try the new Retro Revival collection because in theory it’s a relaunch of some of their greatest hits. Another reason is that their Retro Revivals (this is the second collection by that name) have a bit of Vegas theming. The golden star print emblazoned on the caps is designed to resemble the original logo of the Stardust casino in Las Vegas.. why? you might be wondering, because Essie actually LAUNCHED right there. I love the story behind the founder deciding on this spot, she knew that the girls working the casino tables would have their hands on show constantly and so they would potentially by her best customers as well as her best advertisement. We have ALL asked (or at least wanted to ask) what someone is wearing on their nails, you really can’t argue with her logic. Genius really. Since we have a return trip to vegas booked I was hoping to find a shade from the collection to be my holiday nail colour and now I’ve swatched them all I’m spoiled for choice! The bright and sparkly Prima Bella obviously appeals but I think I’ve settled on Bold Beauty on my toes (which I’m wearing right now, actually) and Pure Chiffon ( beautiful shimmery cream) on my fingers.. for now anyway.

You can pick up this collection online for £7.99 each ..but only until 14th March!

Mental Reboot

posted in: HEALTH, LIFE | 7

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Today I wanted to write my weekly update but If I’m totally honest I’ve not quite felt myself this week. I like to think I’m a positive person and try to ‘choose happy’ rather than dwell on things when the option is mine but I’ve been a little low and have struggled to find the motivation to be happy happy in videos and write peppy posts. Mental Health is a buzz word right now, I was listening to the radio on the way back from school this morning and they said 3 quarters of college students are seeking help for depression or anxiety and I wasn’t sure how I felt about that. I am a cynic and when things crop up en mass I tend to take them with a pinch of salt but perhaps that’s short sighted. I honestly believed that whereas for many it’s a very serious problem, for many more it was just attention seeking. For every YouTuber/Blogger who said they suffered with anxiety there seemed to be 5 more spawn with identical symptoms. It felt less than genuine and so I took less notice than I would have had it only been a handful. The news story sited social media, politics and uncertainty about their future as causes and having lived through the birth of social media, only recently discovering an interest in politics and at 31 actually starting to think about what it is that I want to do with the rest of my life, I get it. They said that, now more than ever we feel that we have a responsibility to change things that aren’t working and that pressure is starting to weigh.

In my own very small circle of reference I see how bloggers could feel the strain, working for yourself with an inconsistent income is stressful and for a lot of us it’s a solitary job so if you can reach out via twitter and find people to connect with then why shouldn’t you? I will never not be suspicious of ‘people’s motives online but I do realise that I have to be more open to the idea that some people are asking (inadvertently or not) for help that they really need. There are degrees of severity but we can’t all be happy all of the time and it’s important to know the difference between feeling ‘a bit hormonal’ vs something else entirely. I suffered with post natal depression after having my daughter 11 years ago and didn’t recognise it in myself for a long time, I didn’t bond with my baby, I felt like she wasn’t really mine and at 31 I think I would have seen it but at 19 I thought, I’m 19, this is normal! I’d like to think I’d see it in myself now but it’s hard to know whether I could be that objective.

We all deal with stress in different ways, I tend to be overly laid back and push it out of my mind until such a time as I’m ready to deal with it or (hopefully – rarely) it’s dealt with its self. This can build up and explode sometimes, I don’t feel like I’m bottling anything up I just don’t see the point in worrying about problems I can’t fix or situations I can’t control. I don’t flip out in traffic or if I’m going to be late, unless I can change the outcome, what good will it do? I thought that was a great way to live and as a result I was happier, less fraught and would definitely get less wrinkles, but maybe not? From time to time I feel down and my way of dealing with that is SLEEP. Crying helps too but my minds way of handling tension that has become too much seems to be to shut down. Maybe I work too closely with computers? It’s a bit like when I have too many tabs open on my browser and it crashes, there’s only so much it can cope with before it needs to reboot. Other people let off steam multiple times a day, they seem a bit stressy and in some cases angry for my liking but I’ll bet they never have a meltdown, they probably sleep really well too because nothing is ever held inside.

I don’t know the right way, I just know how I am and because of that I know I am judgemental when it comes to people sharing their own mental health issues because I like to keep that stuff to myself. That being said there’s a reason I love memoirs and self help books.. I know I need help and had it not been for the trend to talk about mental health I would never have been open to considering my own or learning new mechanisms to cope with situations I previously would have ignored. I feel grateful to be very low on the severity scale but am starting to understand why everyone can benefit from talking about how they’re feeling a little more often.. I would totally be up for a bit of therapy, actually. I know it’s such an americanism but forced contemplation is not the worst idea they ever had. I did see a counsellor after having my daughter but I always felt a bit out of touch with it, they asked me generic questions that I felt weren’t relevant to my state of mind but the general idea of talking to someone impartial, I do like.

If you do think you need help beyond (or rather than) friends and family you find info online here, I went through my GP way back when  but there are more options available now. Obviously my experience was some time ago so if any of you reading feel comfortable sharing a more recent experience that would be really helpful! For right now, I’m going to try to take stock of my emotions more regularly and take an actual day off once a week without any guilt. The solution doesn’t have to be professional help, identifying the problem is the first hurdle, the next step is up to you. I don’t think I’ll be updating on this topic any time soon but I felt inspired to write something today for those of you, like me who really didn’t buy in to the new mental health conscious generation but could maybe benefit from stepping back and looking at their own.

PS. Took a duvet day yesterday and watched the entire of The Santa Clarita Diet (with Drew Barrymore) on Netflix.. it’s awesome, watch it! #noregrets

D.I.S.C.O

posted in: STYLE | 2

GUCCI SOHO DISCO RED

It’s my birthday on Saturday and to mark the occasion I treated myself to something that’s been hovering at the top of my wish list for months. The colour was what sold me so I didn’t even consider looking at alternatives when I finally pulled the trigger, I LOVE a red bag and this is just the perfect shade. So far it’s just as versatile as so many people told me it would be and feels casual yet dressy and soft yet substantial all at the same time. I can completely understand why the Gucci Disco is so popular and can’t for a second understand the rumours that it might be discontinued!! That was another reason I decided to place my order.. that and the fact that it’s increased in price by £100 since I was first looking so my dithering was actually costing me money! So if you’ve been on the fence my first thoughts would be, DO IT! I completely love it already.

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While we were in Leeds at the weekend we also made a stop at Louis Vuitton on the off chance they might have an item I’d had my eye on that Lee had offered to buy me for my birthday.. they did and after a little personalisation we will be back on my actual birthday to collect it this weekend.. the excitement is hard to contain. I’ve wanted something in the Azur print FOREVER, it’s actually the first print that piqued my interest in the brand but so many people share horror stories about the pale canvas that it put me off.. we’ll see how it goes but I’ll share what I picked out as soon as I have it in my hands!! One last thing.. the coat, AMAZING! I got it in the ASOS sale from the New Look Tall range (I’m far from tall and I don’t think it’s comically long on me) and I absolutely LOVE it, if it’s still available and you are looking for a fun alternative to a black coat it’s an absolute STEAL! – they also have it in petite now and it seems that’s ALSO in the sale! £35 well spent.

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